yesterday and today have been rather unproductive. i went to bed right after dinner yesterday and slept till 12 noon today. i didn't turn up for bran's concert tonight either. i'm sorry..

when you are always the bearer of bad news, people sure ain't nice to you. even when the decision is not yours alone, others foolishly conjecture it to be, because you're always the one announcing it. and then there are the ones who prefer to be a humbug, a hypocrite, pretending to be nice to everyone, making him/herself appear to be the lamb which merely follows the herd; while s/he has joined the others in back-fence and malicious talk (of course the fools who think s/he is nice and all are oblivious to this).

when trouble crops up, everyone says 'i thought..i thought...' i shall teach you how to think then.